“Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will direct your paths.” – Proverbs 3:5
What does it really mean to trust in the Lord?
I trust Him to lead me, to guide me, to direct me. I trust that He will fulfill His promises laid out in His word. I trust that He is who He says He is. But what happens when that trust is put to the test? What do I do when I go through trials and tribulations? What happens to trust when circumstances seem to reveal the opposite of what I believe? What will my response be?
Our God is not a distant God. He is ever near and ever close, even when we don’t feel His presence. He is a God who wants relationship and intimacy with us. It’s easy to “trust” in the Lord when things are going well and we’re having mountaintop experiences. When I was younger, I used to believe that the Christian life was meant to be easy, that being an overcomer meant that life was grand, and everything went well. But God does not promise that. In fact, Jesus said the exact opposite. In John 16:33 Jesus said, “And everything I’ve taught you is so that the peace which is in me will be in you and will give you great confidence as you rest in me. For in this unbelieving world, you will experience trouble and sorrows, but you must be courageous, for I have conquered the world!”
Have you ever noticed that in human relationships, when we experience hardships together, if we allow it to, it is the greatest opportunity to bring us closer and deepen our relationship? And so too it is with God. I think we discover our true level of trust when we are confronted with difficult experiences, things that seem beyond our finite ability to comprehend. When we experience chronic pain and illness without being fully healed. When we suddenly lose a loved one too soon and don’t understand why the Lord didn’t intervene. When one experiences infertility or miscarriage. When we experience mental illness, either ourselves or with those close to us. When our relationships fracture and fall apart. When we lose our business or our job and are unable to find another. When we hear of those who have experienced the unspeakable. When our world is seemingly going crazy in all sorts of different ways. There are so many things we see and experience here on earth that do not make sense to us with our limited understanding, that can challenge our faith and our beliefs. And therein lies our opportunity to examine our hearts and our beliefs, to ask the Lord the deep questions in our hearts and to allow Him to take us on a journey into deeper relationship with Him, into a place of deeper trust. This is not an easy journey. It is not necessarily a natural response. In some of the most difficult experiences of my life, I have found it easier to harden my heart, to put up walls and insulate my heart from feeling the sting of pain, doubt and confusion. But I have found that if we choose to do the hard work of keeping our hearts soft, of going to Jesus with our hurt and confusion, He reveals Himself in new ways to the deep places of our hearts. If we choose to lift our eyes up, to lift our gaze higher and focus on Him, to look into the depths of His eyes of fire, to feel the intensity of His love for us, we can gain His perspective and retain His peace that passes understanding.
It is important to understand that the Lord may not give us the answers we’re looking for. Job experienced all sorts of loss, heartache and grief, and he asked the question, “Why?” Do you realize that after Job’s friends made all their foolish attempts to answer his questions, when the Lord finally spoke to him in Job 38-39, He was silent on the question of why. He simply reminded Job of how limited Job’s understanding was and of who God is - of His greatness, His creativity, His power, His might, of how infinite He is. I believe the Lord wants us to ask our questions. That’s part of a loving relationship. But when He does not give us the answers we’re seeking, it’s important to remember who God is and who we’re not. Give Him the honour, the respect, the awe and wonder that He deserves. We are to fear the Lord. My challenge to us all is to trust Him, especially when we don’t understand. When we don’t understand, do we still trust His heart?
“I lift my eyes up, to the mountains
Where does my help come from?
My help comes from You
Maker of heaven, Creator of the earth
Oh how I need you Lord
You are my only hope
You're my only prayer
So I will wait for you
to come and rescue me
Come and give me life”
-Brian Doerksen, I Lift My Eyes Up (Psalm 121)
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